Memories I dont Understand.

I remember a time but I don't remember when or how
There was the sound of gun shots everywhere
I remember a pain burning in my body somewhere
it was hard to hide such pain, but I had to endure it
I remember it but its so blurred up and strange
I'm sure its never happened but the memory is  there
I have told my parents but its easy to dismiss such stories
As a child's nightmare that  scared it so that it would seem real to them.
But its real
It happened
But who would believe?
I remember my state of mind, it was proud but fearful
But I did not fear for myself, I feared for someone else.
i was terrified because i loved this person.




But in a moment everything was gone, no floor, no noise, no sky, no darkness and no stars.
Just a space full of emptiness and life was in the air
It was as  if the air was alive, and I did not need my eyes
Because it was not dark, but I still couldn't see a thing.
All I know is I remember, like it had happened to me.
Of course I see its impossible, but the way I remember it, it's also feels impossible to argue.